2008年11月25日

我的缺點是猶豫


很多時,我就是想太多,猶豫一大堆
給自己很多籍口及理由,然後深深地相信很無謂的"事實"...但其實那只是真相的一部份
猶豫,很多時候是因為恐懼,同時也為逃避找到一個"出路"

我恐懼
失去
被批評
面對自己的錯誤
恐懼

如此,我連打一個電話也要想很耐很耐,最後就會睡著了,或是自己找到另外的事情分散了自己的注意力
我相信,猶豫和衝動之間可以有一個適合的平衡
用完了支b70...這個黃色,給我喜悅之餘,也給我看到自己這些~~
今天,我學會,想做的事,想了三次就去做罷,不要再猶豫了....不再自己不做,然後怪別人!

2 則留言:

The Man Who Loves Everton 說...

what a coincidence!

i did try to make a ring but i waited and waited and waited. finally i deicided not to make that call.

i did tell myself not to make such mistake any more. but it just simply repeats itself. and i just can't help.

perhaps count three is a method. but i'm afraid it may even work to me.

i always say that life is too short to have any regret. but the fact is i keep on making myself regret over almost everything.

小巫 說...

the man:
哎吔....嗯....對住你這種男人,愛上你的女人真的要主動一點,耐性多一點?!
huh....或者要好好看看為什麼自己會"明日復明日"??可能在逃避著什麼呢?!